"and soon you find that not only are you tired in your mind, but in your heart, as well. It’s all just too much. Hardly eating, hardly sleeping, hardly speaking, you discover that piece by piece, your world is falling apart, and you can’t do anything to stop it"
So mum took me to the doctors on Wednesday, and told her I wasn’t eating enough. So fucking mad. I am now on a diet to help me put weight on, even though I am back where I started, and put on all the weight I ever lost. This sucks. I was planning on stopping this whole losing-weight-campaign as soon as I get back from my camp in three weeks, but instead, now I’ll be at on what’s meant to be the camp of a lifetime. fuck you world.
